Lithium

10:59 PM Putri Dewinta 0 Comments

Why bother cracking?
Promise you won't tell how much I'm so needy for your affection and there I am...
When I was this close, to tame my savage addiction, or maybe erase it all.
But I ruptured,
as me imagining words by words came from your voice that became my personal votary.
You're the man of your words, that I strongly assured that it came from the very smart intellection you have. And you never look back.
As I tried to moving forward and try too see the way you want me to see, you broke it off. Why you want to ruin me? The castle is never easy enough to build by the sand, especially for the beginner.
One crack, my self defense again feeling the dead end.
And the imagination brought me to the delusional holiday I supposed not to have.
Don't you get bored for keep coming to my dream?
It's double crap, I swear that I already see things so clearly.
Either way, people should relapse in order to recovery.

Should I call you a Lithium for being my mood stabilizer in my depressedly 'devoted to you' phase...
or in the contrary I should take Lithium for reduce my delusional 'you are here' manic phase?
Man, I sounds so Bipolar.





Hopelessly Devoted To My Blog,
- D

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