Questioning

this weekend is so tough! everything seems going wrong and about to make my brain explode!
and its between deal with pms things.
I'm trying to say that in this situation I become so craaaaazy moody. come back to the self-hatred bitch, starting again with anxiety, and those awful things!
and every second I never miss questioning every pieces of things.
I feel strange every night keep the impatient thought about tomorrow. Also feeling unpretty that make me repeat I Feel Pretty songs.